The above image is one that is so incredibly true and sums up personality to a darn 'T'. I have spent so many years trying be someone else. It was always what do I need to change, what isn't "right". The insecurities that were so loud at times. I couldn't be happier with the person I have evolved into now. I take great pride that I have been able to overcome most of them and be just me.
It was amazing last night in all honesty. It was a very quiet New Year's eve this year. One of my best girlfriends who I have know since I was actually my daughter's age. Both her and her husband, and 2 boys came out for supper.
Now let's be honest here both my girlfriend and I are both notorious for cancelling plans last minute, or like I did on Saturday completely forgot that plans were made. So solution she somewhat invites her and her family for lunch. Okay that's awesome I prefer to have people over in all honesty (its a comfort thing). Also I am working on it.
This is where I totally dropped the ball. So thank you wonderful ADHD and only reading half of the damn message, my expectation was as follows: That her and her son potentially both, a premade lasagna going right into the oven and then off to the fireworks.
What actually happened was: Her and her husband (who is a little shy and has never met my other half) and the two boys. Okay perfect no big deal :) We start yapping as we always do. Cue "Oh hey wanna come on a road trip to MWTC and I forgot the lettuce for that salad. Okay whatever we get back and I am looking at the clock and then realize we need to assemble this lasagna. The pivotal point here is that we had the noodles some cheese, garlic and 1 can of tomatoes.
I am sitting here going okay wait a second there are a couple things missing here:..... okay where is the meat.... hey did you bring hamburger? Response: "Nope" okay I have some in the freezer no worries. About 10 min later "hey are you wanting to put anything else in here?" okay..... uh got some onion and mushrooms perfect. Fantastic we are good! Opps don't forget extra sauce, Prego to the rescue. Now we are good (so I thought) Looking at the cheese situation since I am seeing 1 container of Ricotta.... oooh that's not going to be enough. Grate the entire rest of the brick of of cheese and we are good now, finally.
My daughter got home just in time from a pointless adventure. Going to hang out with her friend (well that was a story and a half). Quite the escapade to get home and add in a few panic attacks lol.
Supper was great, full of good conversations, the Oilers winning the hockey game. The 3 boys running off their energy. All the adults congregating in the kitchen (its always the kitchen LOL). Just an overall good way to say goodbye to a year and wiping that slate clean
It really is night like last night that are becoming so important in our lives, plain and simple. That warmth and laughter, the trips down memory lane for some. Most of all making new ones.